Really Hard
Some things are just so hard to do right now. They are the most difficult tasks that I face every day. Here's hoping it gets easier...it will of course. 1. Meal time. They are grumpy and sometimes sleepy. Nothing is ever right. They never what what I have rushed to prepare. Someone is always dropping a fork, or spilling water. At this point, they still need to be hand-fed, even Kira when she is not motivated. I probably get up about 10 times in one meal to get something, like a drink, or a napkin (because the napkin holder is always empty!). 2. Making dinner. They always want me the most when I'm making dinner. It doesn't matter how easy the meal is, I still need to be in front of the oven or the stove for at least a few minutes, and even these few minutes are unbearable. Even if I set them up with an activity or the TV, they end up needing me to do something, open the paints, get a piece of paper, turn the volume up,...